So recently, a couple months ago, a friend of mine (who I’m not super close with) wanted to set me up with one of her guy friends. I agreed, because…well, why the fuck not. My non-existent love life was enough of a reason to say yes, on top of it possibly being interesting to meet someone who doesn’t know me at all. At least this way I could meet someone who wouldn’t have any background information on me or outside opinions that would distort how he would see me. Now I’m not saying I’m some crazy person or that I’ve got this awful past. Actually it’s quite the opposite in my opinion. I don’t do crazy shit, I try to be honest and on a normal day I don’t give a shit what people think.
And of coarse but he’s more than likely seen a picture of me…I’m not ugly… Lets just not get into that.
So, I agreed to this blind date thing. But about two months went by before she mentioned it again, so I kinda forgot about. Till she messaged me a couple days ago asking if I was still interested. I said sure, she gave him my number, asked me for a couple different date ideas that wouldn’t be too awkward and that was about it.
I got a text from the guy the next day. We exchanged a bout five texts. That’s it. The last text was on that I sent describing myself.
So of coarse now I’m thinking “what the hell did I say?”.
It was over text so nothing over text translates well. Like ever. And I tried to give a broad view of my self. I mean, how the fuck do you describe yourself without sounding arrogant, crazy or bitchy? You can’t. So I’m pretty sure I came off as boring. But honestly, if he was really into going on a blind date (which now I doubt he is) he would at least respond and find out who I really am.
Whatever. Fuck you. Fuck your face. And fuck your misreading of my texts. Hahaha this is ridiculous. I sound like one of those other stupid teenage girls that freaks out over little things. I apologize for my rant. I realize this isn’t Facebook, but people on her aren’t stupid and judgmental, usually.
I hope you enjoyed my rant about my limited social life.